“There are moments in life that pierce through your routine interactions with people, that would make you realize your rehearsed set of words no longer fit, and that your curated version of self no longer feels truthful. These moments feel like little tunnels that allow us to glimpse into the truths of everyone we encounter.”
Read More“I was born and raised in Sofia, Bulgaria in a neighborhood outside of the center of the city. Basically I got to roam around unsupervised and climb lots of trees. When I was a teenager I remember watching Dreams by Kurosawa and thinking, that film could be a way to see the world.”
Read More“When I was about 9 years old, my dad got an analog camcorder for home videos. Once I opened the monitor and hit the zoom button, I was hooked. A little while after that I started making little films with my neighbors and friends. Skateboarding, sledding down stair sets, public pranks and little stop-motion animations.”
Read More“Also at the time, I was having a recurring nightmare that is very similar to the main dinner scene in the film. I wasn’t yet out as non-binary or trans, and while I didn’t realize it until later, I needed the film to test out (under the guise of artmaking) how it might feel to be witnessed as my authentic self.”
Read More“Somehow, putting the two guys up front in chef's outfits did the trick for me. I think chefs are pretty funny and I like those stupid tall hats that they wear when they're making waffles in a buffet. I had bought even taller hats than the one in the film but they would've hit the ceiling in the van so I couldn't use them.”
Read More“I grew up in NYC - specifically in Staten Island, in a community right by the beach. It was really fascinating for me to be able to walk down miles of shoreline and find the cool animals, interesting artifacts and strange characters that always seemed to wash up somewhere.”
Read More“I filmed and edited skate videos while growing up - eventually the filming/editing became more fun than the skateboarding…I wanted to make a fun-to-watch story about the silliest object I could think of, which was a Loud Mouth Billy Bass.”
Read More“I knew I wanted to make a film about what can’t be said on a first date. How there’s no going back when you cross that line. I also wanted to use a frame story, just for the fun of bouncing back and forth between two parallel timelines and seeing the ways they do or don’t add up. It was just about having enough disconnect there to make it interesting.”
Read More“So I began thinking about Maslow's hierarchy of needs, and how as we try to work our way further up the pyramid towards real connection and growth, we're often dragged back down to take care of more simple comforts like shelter, security, and orgasms.”
Read More“I brought my grandfather’s old 8mm camera with me on a trip to Montreal. One of the first things I noticed was this pile of huge rocks dumped in a neighbourhood parking lot next to a bus depot. It was a wild place. I was mystified by these hunks of raw earth, a geological interruption of the urban landscape. I knew I wanted to make a film there.”
Read More“The biggest challenge in making this film was maintaining focus during the chaos of 2020. I and many people I know questioned the importance of creative careers when the world was facing overwhelming crises. Yet working on "Bliss" was a wonderful distraction for me, and I zeroed in on the notion that all things - whether a photograph's cultural significance or a pandemic - will end eventually.”
Read More“We had done mushrooms together and I started doing this character that was an old woman who suddenly becomes very hot. We needed to make a video for a friends comedy show and this mushroom induced character became the jumping off point for our other characters.”
Read More“I knew I wanted to make a film that said a lot and a little at the same time. My main objective was for it to capture what I was feeling. It was a difficult film to write - depression is something I had a hard time talking about a few years ago. I was hurting and didn’t know how to communicate that to anyone. NOVEMBER stems from that.”
Read More“I was inspired by the aimlessness I felt living at home after graduating college, where I felt caught between childhood and adulthood, wanting both support and independence. I also wanted to examine the absurdity and intensity of codependent parent-child relationships.”
Read More“We wanted to explore living with grief and depression not as a plot or story, but as lived experience in the present. We built a cinematic language around the space of suffering that, at a fundamental level, often lacks concepts and words—yet these are the only tools we have to share our experiences. How does that split the soul? Where does one find solace amongst pain?”
Read More“I find these apps fascinating and the potential effects they have on one finding a romantic relationship. I didn't want to make a film bashing dating apps because I don't feel that way towards them. I wanted to make a coming-of-age story revolving around intimacy and sexuality and see how a dating app could fit within that framework.”
Read More“Slowly I started to get more comfortable behind the camera and transitioned into directing music videos and fashion films. They were a great tool in figuring out my visual language and what I could do within film that I couldn’t do in theater. I still love theater very much. Someday I’ll be an old gay man who runs a theater company and directs Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf? every summer.”
Read More“After I brought my friends together for a game of “let’s make a movie” at the baseball fields in Prospect Park I found it very difficult to make sense of the footage we got. It took me a long time and a lot of edits to find the rhythm of the movie that I wanted.”
Read More“I had to cancel a dentist appointment and I felt this intense anxiety right before calling. I really liked the idea of using that tension as the main conflict in a movie. And then I spent a lot of time going down youtube rabbit holes this year. One of the rabbit holes I went down was about pyramid schemes.”
Read More“What first got me interested in filmmaking was likely just being obsessed with Wayne’s World and Mike Myers as a kid, because he was this goofy Canadian dude who made it out and was getting to write and star in these big movies. That and probably watching that Paul Giamatti/Frankie Muniz movie Big Fat Liar over and over when I was 8.”
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